insomnia

i was supposed to b in my sweet sweet nap right now,
i know it was kinda late now but just my usual style .
lols .
but ever since last night,
i was having a severe insomnia .
stress wei,
how come ?

i mean,
it wasn't exam period,
but my mind seems don't want to shut down for the don't-know-what reason !
& i really can't make myself fall asleep as if i have so much of incomplete thingy that tied me up .
sad,
isn't it ?

i love to sleep,
so much !
i mean i used to love & fall asleep easily as long as my bed is beside me .

unfortunately,
i wasn't felt so since last night,
so many scenes in my daily life was flipping & flashing in my head & i'm having this serious headache .

is it caused by the hot weather ?
no,
last night was so cold in my home.
second,
i thought was the tutorial presentation this morning that freaks me out,
but it proved that the result is significantly negative,
means it was not caused by that,
why then ?

God,
help me !

i want to fall asleep as my eyes is super duper tired & pain & want to sleep yet my mind don't let it do so .

why m i have so much to think of ?
just let me shut down my mind for 15 minutes is more than enough,
as i have so much to do now,
i mean,
assignments, tutorials, & presentations are coming up.
soon it will be my mid-trimester test in 3 weeks time & yet i have no preparation at all .
ok,
i admit,
girls usually get this 'over-thinking' sickness on a time-to-time basis yyea,
perhaps & i did .

lack of sleeps really makes me feel like out-of-time,
m i dying like so soon ?
lols,
kiddin,
i know i'm not but it's tiring & stressing & not pleasant at all .
*sob*

& one more vital thing,
i found out that i miss you so so so much my beloved darling boy,
only one day u r off from me but i feel like its decades & decades & this feelings are killing me seriously!
h e l p !
i really can't imagine if you are going back to Penang soon & may be overseas later,
OMG!
i'll go mad,
will i ?
don't,
please don't,
i want to live a happy life with you still.
i want to be a little bit more positive,
just a lil bit more will be enough,
& relax to make me fall asleep .
or just i can't be without you on my side darl,
sniff sniff .

anyway,
loves this picture like we took it decades ago during our Langkawi trip huh .
not my favorite but i know its yours so i just love it,
your smiles delights me always,
you do !
*make it always, always smile cz of me ok darl?*
feeling betta when i see your smile,
& you are the reason !

ignore my stupid face,
lols.

love you darl
<3

blog traffic ? - increase ? HOW ?

ever wonder how to create an interesting or attractive blog post to catch ones' attention ?
i did .
but i think i'm not the one who create this kinda blog,
just wonder how those blogger did,
it captures my attention,
& others of course !
either photos or words .
it's catchy & caused some sorta blog-traffic 'jam' .


sometimes i wonder why ppl loves to use blog post as a communication tool, to attack, defend or even to attract your eyes on it !
but i admit i just fail to do so .
alright,
i just used it as a tool to express my unknown emotions or feelings & sometimes my own not-so-philosophy's philosophy .
lol .
making myself kinda blur at this point .

i realised that i nvr succeed to b a blogger as i'm not .
i don't really have that kinda interesting or different-from-others stories happened on me,
no big car,
no big house,
no shopping,
no nothing,
nothing much to 'show off',
except my big God,
& i have no offend to those as i think you don't think you are,
just sorta different ppl live a different life,
but me,
particularly just being me living a very simple & nothing-special-life like you & me,
besides,
i'm also a poor story teller with lack of creative & innovative ideas & stories .
kinda poor in every single thing,
but all is good !
kinda loves this scriptures of 'all is good!' ,
it makes all things sound betta & 'merrier' .
poor language i have!
sorry .


i love to surf on the net ,
stalking on ppl's blog & seriously gt addicted to it ,
& kinda wasting loadsa time on it ,
a weird behavior i have ,
shld cut-it-off with other beneficial stuffs or reading materials as this is my final year of my degree .
can't believe that i'll be graduating in less than one year time .
need to face it,
NEED TO !

i shld have grown up more maturely in both wordly life & Godly walk with my God .
unfortunately i'm still a child ,
with childish thought .
kinda sad when i think about it !
ought to do some changes before it is too late for everything ,
don't let lost to come near me .

i want to walk to the righteousness highway with a wiser-mind .
not to the left or right,
but to God ,
faithfully .

anyway,
i miss you so much my boy !
come back to me soon,
ok ?
<3

a letter to my darl <3

omg,darl u rily make me miss u like crazy !

boo .

miss u miss u miss u miss u miss u miss u miss u miss u miss u miss u miss u miss u miss u miss u miss u miss u miss u miss u miss u miss u miss u miss u miss u miss u miss u miss u miss u miss u miss u miss u miss u miss u miss u miss u miss u miss u miss u miss u miss u miss u miss u miss u miss u miss u miss u miss u miss u miss u miss u miss u miss u miss u miss u miss u miss u miss u miss u miss u miss u miss u miss u miss u miss u miss u miss u miss u

i miss u so so so muc .

i treasure each & every moment i spend with u !
it's so sweet & lovely !

i wanna b wit u til da end of my life,
walk with u thru every pits & falls together,
i'll stand by u always no matter where u are !

<3

Durian Puff !

VENUE : SP = Sg Petani, Kedah
DATE : 15-17 May 2009

well actually i quoted this from my bro's blog !

hi all,
guess where have i been during this few days,
well yyea,
i went to SP for hotel stay in Swiss Inn .

da hotel is nt bad,
nt really that classy,
bt tat's nt da issue !

da most important thingy is i found out this special curry puff !
it's different from da ordinary curry puff .
it has different ingredients inside da puff itself .
for instance,
DURIAN, YAM & SARDINE .
besides,
it also has POTATO & POTATO WITH EGG !

da first thing came in my mind was,
hw can durian b inside da puff ?
i mean can u imagine tat ?
& da taste wil b like #@!$^% !
OMG !

however,
when i came to this durian flavor puff !
it surprised me wit da extraordinary combination of durian & da puff itself,
it tasted real good !
it's so delicious !
da nicest flavor of puff tat i have ever eaten !
no lie or exaggerate ok,
it's fantastic !
i bet u guys will say da same as me when you have a chance to taste it !
can i say it taste like heaven ?
lol,
other than that,
i would like to recommend you with da yam flavor as well !
it's real yam as if da real durian !
& da puff is very fresh & hot-ly served,
well mine one is take-away puff but it tasted jz da same !
da yam is nt too sweet,
it jz nice for me & it tasted so real like yam !
NICY NICY~!
u shld try it though it's a bit far cz it located at SP, 1 hr journey from Penang.

yyea,
talkin abt da price it's affordable & worth it .
for da durian puff,
it costs only RM2.50 & for yam it priced at RM1.80 .
da others r slightly cheaper than these two !
u should try it !

for more details u should log on to www.xxx.com lol,kiddin,seriously i don't think dey have their own website yet,
dey should have one !
i wish tat dey could b in Penang one day !











the legend durian puff =))










da location of the outlet is near the village mall at SP utara !

=))

Praise God

i was worried abt my result all da while,
but God is so faithful & real & He really bless me all da time !

Thank you LORD !
i have achieved a good result in my final exam to the glory of God,
though it still haven reached my goal yet,
but God,
i know with You i always can !

so, in da comin semester i'm strvin for my first class honour !

=)

HAPY BDAY !

i wana wish my bro for his 16th birthday on 26th of MAY !
have a blessed birthday & God bless u yya bro !

=)

due to recession,
u'll nt gt ur present from me this year !
LOL .

PG

i'm bac in Penang !
huuray !
LOL,
it's been a week i'm bac but hardly i have my time to update my blog .
jz happened tat i need to help my bro to open his nuffang account so i'm here to blogging ag .

i was bac here last tues,
together wit bf by airasia .
we were rushin to LCCT on tat day & thank God tat we reached there just-in-time to catch our flight .

anyway,
having a great great time wit my family & bf in Penang .

goin bac to my 'origin' church TOW where i had my water baptism last december.
last weekend Pastor Tutt(so sorry if i spell wrongly cz i'm nt so sure wit her surname) was preachin about da 'Kingdom of God' in my church & da msg is so powerful & God touched my heart & i feel da holy spirit came upon me, Praise the LORD.

=))